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ansakit isipin n all of a sudden kelangn q mgmakaawa s attention mo.. wla aq alam n gnwa q pra bglang mgkgnito tyo. kla q pg d n tyo lgi nagaaway, ms magiging ok ang lahat.. how many years ago b from the last time n nag-away tyo & nkpgbreak ka sakn.. how many times n b n nkpghiwalay ka sakin..? eto nnman aq.. pnipilit kita papaniwalain n maaayos ang lahat.. pnipilit q pniwalain srili q n mgiging ok ang lahat.
anu b gnwa q? before, oo, d q nkkta srili q n ikakasal s kht cnung lalake before kita nakilala.. hndi aq naiinggit s friends q n ikinakasal. kya nga nagugulat aq, & sumhow ntutuwa pg ikw mismo nagmention n gs2 mo pg kinasal tyo gnito.. gusto mo ganyan.. ayoko umasa. pero deep inside ansaya saya q.
remember nun kasal ni kitty? sbi mo pg tyo ikinasal gs2 mo beach or garden. nun kasal ni ate jo.. nun after party.. remember nun cnbi mo “promise,before aq mg-30 pakakasalan kita.”
natakot aq nun cnbi mo un. kc d q alam anu mngyyri. msaya aq n anjan ka pg kelangn kta pra k gabu & s fmily q. pero hnggang kelan ka anjan s tabi q.. hnggang kelan ka willing n gwin un.. & pg auw mo n.. pg nagsawa kna., pano n..?
iniicp q.. pumayg aq tumira s 1 bahay ksma ka, dapat tanggap q n n posible s gnun mpunta un. pero nver q inicp n pwede dn pla mauwi n hiwalayan. d q p nadala s kaibigan q n nkpg-live in ng 10yrs, after nun.. naghiwalay dn cla.
sbi ni ate irene dti, mgksma lng cla ni kuya mo dhl s anak nla. sobranf affected ka. kc sbi mo nsa lahi nyo n babaero.. bka matulad ka s knila.. pero pnilit kta mniwala n hndi ka katulad nla kc iba pgpapalaki syo ni tita linda.. & i’m so thankful n xa naging mama mo.. kc kng hnde, bka nga matulad ka s relatives mo.. sbi mo nga.. both sides my gnun.. pero dba sbi q syo ‘make urself the exception’.
hindi aq nageexpect n dhl nnman s cnbi ni ate irene mgkakagnyan ka. & ms msakit isipin n dati p pala gumugulo s icp mo yn, simula p pla nun nsa australia ka.. antagal n pla. bkt ngaun q lng nlaman.. d nman kta pnilit mangako.. d nman kta pnilit n sbhin sakin lahat ng un..
bkt gnun.. ansakit sakit.. dpat ok lng eh.. dpat tanggap q n.. pero ansakit. sobra!
alam q ssbhin mo n kya q nman kahit wla ka.. pra k gabu. oo kakayanin q.. pero ansakit sakit tlga.
sorry ah.. kc hndi prin pla aq enough pra syo..
sorry kung pinilit kta n mgstay s tabi q. sbi mo gnusto mo nman lahat ng gnwa mo pra sakin & s fmily q.. thank you.. kulang cguro un words 2 let u know how much i appreciated those..
i did my best.. pero kulang prin pala..
kla q kc ok nman lahat..
kc mahal kita eh.. mahal n mahal..
kla q kc aq n un.
msma nga cguro humiling ng sobra..
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