I miss the times n I’ll text him during my breaks just to tell him how upset I was with the customer, coachings, calibs and other discussions in the office. Kahit hindi sya magreply, I’ll be looking forward to the time na susunduin nya ko kasi we’ll discuss it on our way home. Just like what my officemate told me yesterday “hindi ka na nagmamadali ngaun? Nag-OT kna? Dati kasi 1minute before end ng shift ready kna kahit 1hour kpa maghihintay sa baba”
Eversince he transferred accounts kasi hindi na ko maka-relate sa mga kinukwento nya. We were from the same function before he transferred companies. Now, he’s an online training manager. More of tech support for Barclays online. Pero agent level. Sometimes I’ll just say ‘yes’ whenever he asked me if naiintindihan ko yung kwento nya about what they do sa office, about issues ng clients nya.. Just like when he tried to teach me how to play magic cards. I really can’t follow his instructions. Maybe because I’m just not really into it.
When I went to their office last may 14, I remember people saying ‘ewan ko ba jan kay jolo.. wala naman promotion pero pabibo! Mas pagod pa nga sya kesa sa tl namin!’
I always tell him “yes, do what you think is right. Have the initiative. Pero don’t claim other tasks na hindi naman inassign sayo. Kung wala POC, go. Pero pag na-assign na sa iba.. wag mo na pakielaman. Kasi iisipin ng mga tao nagmamagaling ka. When they ask for your opinion or assistance, go. Ask them if they need help pero don’t make them feel na ikaw lang ang tama.” I don’t know if he followed my advise. I may not always be right. But I just want him to realize na hindi lahat ng alam ko or alam nya eh applicable sa lahat ng scenarios.. or hindi lahat ng alam namin is tama. Yun lang.
Nasaktan ako noon and nasasaktan pa rin ako ngayon everytime meron ako naririnig na nagcocomment ng negative about sa kanya. I shouldn’t care. Especially now, after all he did.
I just wish him well. Wish na no one would hurt him, kasi if malalaman ko yun.. mas masasaktan ako. Sabi nga ni momy, “siguro kaya gumawa na ng way si God na maghiwalay kayo kasi lahat kinalimutan mo para sa kanya.. lahat, kahit kami na pamilya mo, pati anak mo. Pati nga yata and Dyos kinalimutan mo na kasi ganun din sya..”