it should’ve been our 5th ‘ official’ anniversary.
nun ako pinuntahan mo instead of sa kanya? (sabi mo)
i’ve waited for you from 10am until 6pm.
i was so worried kasi based from the news super baha na, lubog na yung edsa.. hanggang bintana na ng mga sasakyan yung baha.
then i went to Jollibee-Mindanao Ave., and waited for you for another hour.
we met at 7pm. nilakad mo from that place near trinoma, to st.james-mindano ave.
then we went to the office. pagdating natin wala pala rest day OT and boss rico just said “we have free meals in the pantry’ which is free naman talaga everyday.
then you’ve decided to ask me and augie to go to your house in sct ojeda.
that was my first time to see your house.
we bought san mig light.
when we arrived at your house, your mom doesnt want to go down because she doesnt know us. sabi mo ayaw kasi nya makita sya ng ibang tao without her make-up on.
then at around 5am she’s asking you na ihatid na kami sa labas, but you refused.
after an hour, augie went home. and after a few more minutes, hinatid mo ko in JAM bus terminal, near GMA7.
i was so thankful THEN that you came to my rescue.
now.. i don’t know. tears has gone dry.
i’m hurting, yes.
i dont know what she has or what she does for you to throw everything away.
i thought i am your bestfriend. kasi ako lang nakakaalam ng lahat ng secrets mo.. ng lahat ng problema mo.. na kahit pamilya mo, kahit mama mo hindi nila alam.
siguro nga oo.. i WAS your bestfriend. before you met her.
but thank you.
thank you for everything.
thank you for saving me from my then-boyfriend.
thank you for being there nun ondoy.
i’ve learned so much from you, good and bad.
i dont know why, but i still love you.
and it fucking hurts.